In a whirlpool of emotions

An [edited] excerpt I pulled out from an old "written whatnot" (from about 3 years ago).

I figured it fits the situation I am in now.

     "...Of course all of us makes mistakes- small ones which can be ignored, ones which can be forgiven after a little while, and those ones which cannot be forgotten and forgiven easily. Actions that create wounds and bruises in a person's heart..having done something that resulted in injured and broken relationships bring frustration.  

Excitement is felt when we meet someone new, do something great, and experience something special. It is byfar, what I consider my everyday feeling. Waking up to a beautiful morning, thanking God for a brand new day and for a fresh new breath of air. Reaching out to the world and experiencing what it really offers- that is what i call living a life. Having no worries is a great feeling. Knowing that there is no such thing as 'impossible' and that you can face anything. Problems may come, but I think am ready to conquer them.The true meaning of life for me now is appreciating everything that surrounds me- from tiny specs of dust and all the way up to the sky. Life for me now is just like watching the sunset and the sunrise. Bad things come and go. If they knock on your door, let them in.  Don't be afraid for it will soon go away welcoming the good things in return. Tears may roll down faces, but i am sure that afterwards, a smile will gently form and eventually turn into laughter. Just like the sun, that beautifully goes down on the other side of the world. It brings all the sadness yet assuring us that it will soon rise again, carrying all the blessings, the same lovely way it went down."